Stuff…
Went to dinner with Richard last night. Love being near him and looking at him, etching every detail in my brain.
Sterling was very excited about going to the baseball game in SF with Dad today. With tin bank in hand he asked me, “How much do peanuts and ice cream cost”? Very cute! He has his priorities straight.
Still having ups and downs. Unfortunately more downs than ups today. Yesterday was a more up day. The jitters in my stomach are doing every dance known to mankind. I wish that I could make them go away. This is when I am completely unable to eat. Nervous about the upcoming meeting at 2pm but I don’t know why.
I know that whatever fate has in store for me I can’t change but putting my thoughts and feelings right is critical to my sanity and the well being of my family.