Doubt. I hate it.
I don’t like waking up everyday and analyzing and questioning things that have been said or unsaid. Actions that were taken or not taken. Behavior that is so out of character and wonder where it’s coming from. I guess it comes from believing in something with all your being and then having the rug yanked out from under you. It’s as if I have been living in the clouds and I am now hurtling out of the clouds quickly approaching a very hard dose of reality. I never thought that I was living in the clouds but I did feel that everything was good, real, and right in my life.
Lately I have been *feeling* that I am making strides in the right direction but am I deceiving myself? Am I back to settling? Do I want my life to remain as it is? What am I willing to accept? If I truly look at the people in my life and what they give me will I find that I can do without some of those people? Are there some people that I will accept even if they don’t provide a safe comfortable place for me to be me? A lot of very hard, unanswered questions.
My horoscope reads today:
Have you been subject to some conflicts lately? Are you beginning to think domestic bliss isn’t so blissful? Well, the day ahead is likely to restore your faith, dear Virgo. Lately, it’s as though your energy had been caged up and pacing back and forth, unable to find a satisfactory outlet. Today, you’ll see the gates swing open slightly, enabling you to forget your nervousness and begin to think of the future.
I have never been a horoscope reader on a daily basis but since I started reading from this site it is a little uncanny how close it fits me.
The one listed above gives me hope that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I’m not sure what that light at the end of the tunnel will represent but it gives me the hope that things will turn out as they should.