Past life
Today I was reading some of my husbands really early blog posts. It took me back to extremely happy moments in time when he recalled things that happened in our family or things that affected him directly.
Reading the blogs I could tell that he was extremely passionate about his subject matter and there was a spark in the writing that I rarely sense in his more recent writings. In my opinion my husband is a brilliant writer and still is very knowledgeable about his subject yet I can feel a change in the writing. He obviously still writes about things that either interest him or irritate him but I don’t get the same feeling that I felt from his earlier blogs.
I sense a detachment or a sadness come through in his blogs. It makes me sad to think that he is feeling unfulfilled and empty and there is nothing I can do to help. Maybe there will be a shift very soon…at least I hope so.