Random Post
I haven’t been spending a whole lot of time looking for a job lately. Partly because I am being lazy and I really loathe looking for work also because I figured I would take time to vegitate while my kids are out of school and Richard has been able to work from home.
I have all these grand plans of things that need to happen around the house but I really haven’t felt much like doing anything. I haven’t been very motivated to do much of anything. I know that I shouldn’t be spending any money so I don’t go out shopping or to lunch with my friends. I feel very isolated and worthless. I am afraid of going to work again because I don’t know if I will meet the expectations of who I am working for. I need to get off my a** and do something about work. Richard may want to divorce me if I don’t do something soon.
I just watched The Devil Wears Prada today. I love the way Andrea is so driven, organized and always one step ahead of the game. I want to be like that. I think that I use to be that way but I have found as I have gotten older that my attitude to work has changed immensely. I don’t feel that drive that I had when I was younger before I had kids. Priorities change.
What ever type of job I am able to find I hope that I am able to do a good job and give it my all while I am there. Maybe somebody out there will think I’m worthy of working for them.